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Lost for words...

2006-08-14T22:19:00.000+12:00

this wont be the first time ive mentioned i certain some1 who i have strong feelings for and ive had them for awhile now i see it that ive had my "crush" on her for abit longer than a year now, her names sam, how did i meet this dark goddess at freelance the only good thing that i can say about that dive of a school, whats my story this time its simple two weekends ago i was spose to go into town and meet up with her it was a saturday night and for any1 who knows me knows im keen for town i always go in on fridays and i try to get my mates to go back for more punishment on saturday except the 1 who i use to call friend vanished into thin air dnt u love it when some1 says they'll b at ur place in 15 ends being unreachable for 2 weeks so yeah he punked out on me and i havnt seen him since and as i said b4 this is a story about sam so yeah i didnt get to meet up with her then tonight is the 1st time shes spoken to me since she told me that night she ended up meeting another guy meet up with him last weekend too and that she digs him, wants to start a relationship.... yeah from the way she worded it i had a chance with her my 1 chance destroyed by a no good for nothing punk who claimed to be my mate do u know what its like to cry but not cry at the same time i can refrence it to quite afew shows/movies ive seen like when something tragic happens u can see the tears falling out of there eyes sliding down there face and u can only imagine what they feel... ill tell u that feeling coz its what i feel now its a mixture of pain it just hurts so much to find out due to me not being there i missed my chance at being with her kinda a cross btween being electricuted and kickd n the ribs with steel caps, theres hate n there to but not towards her or the guy she meet but towards brad, and the last ill list is shock... im shocked to see that im crying or weeping no noise just silence and alot of blood on the floor due to the gapping hole n my chest to where my heart once resided, so here i am a bloody weeping mass which once took on the form of me.......... back into the darkness i drag my corpse into so ill never been seen again good bye for now

beyond redemption?

2006-08-06T00:49:00.000+12:00

so ive offically been fucked over yet again financially speaking is this the life im meant to lead ohwell job hunting usually has never been so hard for me but then i realised i dnt want to work but i do at the same time its weird, so tomorrow ill clean my car put it on trade me and at the same time ill get a job well try i just have nothing to motivate me it all seems rather pointless, the girl i like has just informed me that shes started seeing some guy which kinda hurts but im not surprized coz chicks dnt stick around when its comes to me they stay till the fun times get boring then just stop calling dnt bother to get to know coz once u get wot u need or want from theyre gone ha such the great life i lead plenty of stories none with happy endings

irony of life

2006-07-30T23:52:00.000+12:00

so im back home i moved back from the city my room mates were cunts well shelly was fucked n the head and the mother fucker matt has fucked me round with money so now i have no money yet again and im sick just to add to it theres this girl who i really like but she lives n aus so tomorrow im cleaning my car and putting it up for sale then im going to aus for a week or 2 once its sold im still single but that i dnt really mind even though i do get alil lonesome, i guess i would like some1 to go out with like for a drink, movie some1 to go home with.... but thats something i dnt want u dwell on coz its no point wanting something u cant have, i was watching batman begins on the movie channel and i thought man that would b awesome to have that much money but i aint going to complain about not being rich coz ive realised that its pointless and gay im happy with where i live home is great dnt get me wrong id like to have more money but ive got its good now and i hope any1 im friends with is content with what they have cos greed is an evil thing that will fuck with ur mind and it polutes the soul like alcohol distroys your body which im going to quit thats right im no longer going to drink anymore i got alcohol poisoning from drinking myself stupid this weekend im going to look for a job n like albany and then once i got that sorted il catch up on fines and go to the gym and make myself get better shaped and hopefully lighter so ill be able to skate again and yeah thats all i think ill type about this time man after looking over my previous entries i wasted so much energy on hating shit and it just wasnt worth it im going to focus on myself not in like an egotistical way im going to get myself sorted coz at the end of the day i cant keep wasting time because now im 20 i gota start being an adult and thats about it

last post

2006-06-16T17:43:00.000+12:00

well this is the last posting on here ill probally do n quite some time if ever for any1 who has read my stories and my bitching about the world and life dnt worry im not posting any more cos im leaving forever and u wnt have to see my words any more just dnt forget the world is full of hate and darkness and thats y there are ppl like me what ever u say or do can not affect me for i lack emotion all i care about is being better than u

fuck you coast fuck you snow planet you'll both be fuck when im gone

2006-06-09T00:30:00.000+12:00

so im absolutly stoked cos i had my job interview today at 2:30 and as i was waiting for matt to come see me i had my lil sketch pad and i drew my dragon character fully matured but it was just a concept for him so hes standing there straight on on a 3/4 veiw with his arms crossed and for a rough sketch it came out quite well and i was most happy with it lol oh yeah back to the story umm so yeah me and matt go out the back and start chating anyway were sitting there and with in 5 mins he says its a good thing that uve come n now cos 1 of my porters has handed n his notice and is living n a week or next week is his last week but were going to finalise the shit tomorrow and see when i start work, its n a place called buoy resturant and bar, so ill just be stocking the fridges emptying bottle bins and cleaning glasses and like after a month or 2 ill get put up to being a barman so looks like im finally ready to grow up and leave this life i lead behind me oh another bonus is matts uncle runs a animation studio in town so i might be able to pick up some work there aswell so life seems to be getting better fuck who knows i might start even caring about shit againbut lets not get ahead of myself here ohwell 1 things for sure the kitchen will be fucked when ive left cos i do all the shifts that the other lil cunts wont do then boobie will wish sh wasnt such a bitch to me :) pay back a mother fucker remember that fuck with me and ill fuck u when ur at ur worse

update 08/06/2006

2006-06-08T01:01:00.000+12:00

well it seems everything is going to plans its 1am 08/06/2006 and today we're going to kelly tarltons to study aquatic animal movements to get a better understanding of how they move so that will be a good learning experience and at 2:30pm i have a meeting with my future room mate hes going to hook me up with a couple jobs n and around town so ill b able to skate to work :) and once thats sorted n like 2 weeks i should be living n an appartment with my mates and being able to sleep in till 830 on week days omg its going to be soo good, but on a funnier note for those who read this "coughs" *sam* :) u remeber how me and camron (fat annoying guy as u've refered to him as or maybe that was amy) went through the wall like 2 - 3 weeks ago well today the azn chick from my class chi was wrestling her bf and she triped up on him and her ass went through the wall LOL and if left a perfect ass print n the wall and when frans saw it he looked at me and i said hell no the 2 who did that are up stairs already and he asked craig if it was done by some1 n my class and craig says no and then i say thats chi's ass print n the wall and he just shakes his head and u can just tell he wants to swear his head off but he just walked n2 the class just not beleaving another 1 of his students has gone through the wall, which proves my theory that the wall are insainly weak i mean me and camron combinned weights we would be around 200kgs+ so its understandible we put a hole n the wall but chi is like 5ft4 and weighs like 40-50 kgs and she triped up and didnt fall hard either and she went n2 the wall aswell so thats fucked up ohwell the wall count goes like this leanes and haylies class's are tied at 2nd equal with 1 student each and winning is frans class with 2 students gone through the wall lol ohwell might c u n the weekend but probally not so maybe nxt week

today was shit

2006-05-22T20:58:00.000+12:00

i got suspended today, i jumped on my mates back (camron) and he was right next to the elevator he turned around so my back was towards the wall and he jumped back to hit me against the wall so i would fall off except i went through the wall, and so im upstairs getting talked to as if the insident is entirely my fault and that im some ignorant mother fucker, so i tell her what happened and i went in with no fear talked to her calml;y then she said well i was expecting an apology and i thought y should i b sorry when i got pu through a wall damn bitch, and she said everytime i c u ur messing around, the only time shes seen me this year messing around has been at lunch or other breaks other than that im an outstanding student fuck her

ur all doomed

2006-05-09T19:04:00.000+12:00

we'll im starting to get frustrated again i need a gf aka S.O.T. (sex on tap) what the point n beign good n bed if u got no1 to fuck damn that sucks ohwell it happens, oh yeah im turning back n2 duffdawg so yeah im getting more sexually frustrated by the day lol fuck its a weird life i lead ohwell as my t-shirt says if ur hot im waiting lol

hi

2006-04-29T01:23:00.000+12:00

FUCK U DOUG I HOPE U DIE A THOUSAND AGONISING DEATHS and id gladly watch them all u fat piece of shit this terms going to be different ive had enough of ur shit u fuckn piss me off doug im goign to fuck u up i dnt care if i get expelled for it ill just be happy if i send ur huge ass to hospital CUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate you....

2006-04-19T00:55:00.000+12:00

Its time for another burst of hate from me and surprize surprize its about my fucking mother, shes gone and financially fucked herself and i mean fucked herself royally she has no money of any kind coming in now and she expects me to pay the fucking bills u know what she can FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!! 1st of all i got that job so i would have money for ME not to attemp to run this fucking house-hold its not my fault that dimly lit hooker didnt look at her money from all angles b4 changing fucking jobs so if she thinks im going to give her all of my hard earned cash and i fucking work for the fuck all money i get shes got another thing coming she can just fuck off as soon as matchu man has a place ready im leaving this stupid bitch and her financial problems i REALLY dont care for her any more and shes really pissing me off now oh yea shes back with my step dad and is bitching about him yet again saying y am i with him blah blah blah FUCK UP FUCK OFF if u wana go to aus thats ur porogitive just to let u know ur going without me ur a disapointment of a mother u even forgot easter but y am i surprized u always do uve even forgotten my bday a couple times and same goes for xmas final note i hate you....

hmm

2006-04-10T22:36:00.000+12:00

i always wonder if the rocks u land on are sharp and jaggard when u hit rock bottom, hmmm........ ohwell new progress in life parents split apart and are now back together YET AGAIN and our financial satus is getting to the point where i may have to leave school and get a fulltime job because well ha we have no money i have to sell my car aswell its gotten that bad where ive got to sell the audi :( ohwell good times and good memories in that beast so yeah yeah as im starting to settle in2 poverty i cant help but wonder y the fuck do i have to put up with this shit and how much longer do i have to pu t up with it?

Downhill from here all aboard

2006-04-05T21:42:00.000+12:00

well heres an update coz i havnt been on in awhile, umm the transmission in my car has blowen $1k to replace umm mum n jeff are fighting and now i might be losing my home umm my gf dumped me but still wants to hook up but keep it "casual" my brothers turning obeast umm im over worked and very underpaid at my shit job at snow planet and because of this turn of events motivation in life is at a low minimum and from the looks at it were going to hit brankruptsy b4 my birthday (11/7/06) so yeah im just sick of this tupid shit happening to me so im giving up the good fight im no longer putting my everything is great face/attitude and going to stop pretending im fine lifes shit theres nothing good at all for me and the worst thing about it is that im getting more n more sexually frustrated and thats making me angrier oh and by the way i know my spellings shit so if u got a problem with it u can fuck off too

I'm happy

2006-03-14T18:07:00.000+13:00

Omg ok soo like last friday went to a couple parties started off at a 21st then went to jbs then to zoes the back 2 jbs then back to zoes lol yeah i know abitta foot pedaling but hey rich was driving and then like i was mixing heaps of diff drinks anyway i ended up meeting a chick called holly and i slept with her (and no we didnt have sex) but today i made her wag school and she spent the day with me and it was such a good day when i was with her shes soo pretty anyway long story short shes my girl now and im just so happy, its the first time ive been happy n a long time

I think ive lost my friend :(

2006-03-09T20:30:00.000+13:00

Well Sam figured out my riddle that i gave her last night and figured out that shes the one from the "sadness" blog.... well i dnt no for sure because she kept avoiding me today and made it very clear she doesnt want anything to do with me now soo i think ive lost her completely i dnt even have as a friend anymore... like i said "never has and probally never will..." soo yea i think i just fucked up my friendship with her and its the only way I could spend time with her this always happens to mine like i become friends then they hate me ohwell looks like i'll just go back to my roots and go back to being the outsider....

good day.. i spose

2006-03-08T21:01:00.000+13:00

today was weird i know another weird day but i like my weird days, but today i spent most of it in my own company which i dnt mind coz i always spent my breaks alone last year, but yeah i bumped n2 2 of the hot waitresses from snow planet today i saw britny this morning and even without make up on shes still hot and we were talking this morning and then i randomly saw kelly this afternoon and talked to her for abit, but anyway so after talking to britny i went to dunkin donuts to get coffee (large flat white, 4 shot, 5 sugar) so that woke me up then i gt my regular 2 v's and went upstairs (fast forward x32) at lunch time when i got downstairs every1 had already coz i was like 5 - 1 late so i decided to go up to hereos coz frans (my tutor) told me 1 of his 1st year students from 2004 has a comic for sale up there and warned me that the student was abit wired like fucked n the head and when i saw this comic it was just soo damn weird like theres no dialogue in it at all and its just so fucking weird i still dnt know what to make of it, but on an upside i bought 2 street fighter posters 1 of cmmy and the other is of every1 from street fighter - street fighter III 3rd strike the only bad thing about it is that its quite cartoony and not very angry/stunch but ohwell its still pretty X) and i found this comic called exalted and its so fucking mean if ud like to see just ask me and ill show u 1 time. and another good note i found out i dnt have to do animal character design YAY!!! and i did 1 of my walk cycles 2day (yea i know its wednesday and only done 1 weekly assignment but i was sick monday and i had no v on tuesday that my excuse and im sticking by it) ohwell ill just do another 2 tomorrow, i think it pisses all the newbs off cos i find it too easy but i did this shit last year so i should find it easy right?

A random poem i thought of its untitled

2006-03-04T12:27:00.000+13:00

In a world of darkness all you can see is the dark which makes you blind to the light,
all i see is the dark.. shrouded in its mystery.
where am i? i dont know and never will....
welcome to my world
for now

sadness

2006-03-01T20:42:00.000+13:00

this will come to a shock to you but i have more emotions then rage and hate i have a "soft" side to me aswell, have you ever meet some1 that just stuns you? like your standing there and when she walks n to the run your heart just stops and feel better just after seeing her and it crushs you to see pain n her eyes and lifts your heart when you see her smile or hear her laugh, i found her (i know your probally thinking whats happened to me wheres the hate, well there isnt an in this story just pain) see ive found that girl that makes everything good there just 1 problem... she doesnt feel the same way never has and probally never will and thats what i have to live with seeing but to never be with... soo ill just drown my sorrows and losses with booze coz im always happy/happier when im drinking, but these are the lyrics to a song i think sums up how i feel it just sounds pretty and i can sing it so that makes me happy lol any its HIM - Heartache Every Moment: "From lashes to ashes And from lust to dust In your sweetest torment I'm lost And no heaven can help us Ready, willing and able To lose it all For a kiss so fatal And so warm Oh it's heartache every moment From the start 'til the end It's heartache every moment With you Deeper into our heavenly suffering Our fragile souls are falling It's heartache every moment Baby with you And we sense the danger But don't wanna give up 'Cause there's no smile of an angel Without the wrath of god Oh it's heartache every moment From the start 'til the end It's heartache every moment With you Deeper into our heavenly suffering Our fragile souls are falling It's heartache every moment Baby with you My darling with you From lashes to ashes And from lust to dust In your sweetest torment I am lost And we sense the danger But don't wanna give up Oh it's heartache every moment From the start 'til the end It's heartache every moment With you Deeper into our heavenly suffering Our fragile souls are falling It's heartache every moment with you That's right."

Life is a sick joke

2006-02-24T01:53:00.000+13:00

how ironic is it to meet all these young chicks at a skate park bcoz they reacon they'll treated better than a piece of meat by the younger guys HA i say that that ridiculous notion and then once u get to know them they seem like nice enough girls i wonder y they let themselves b fucked by just about every guy they meet its sickening for fuck sake learn some class, and after u realise that they do for the attention and then they start to "brake down" and start saying lifes not worth living and "try" to kill themselves by taking 4 panadol nstead of just 2 or the best 1 is when they pull a knife out and go to "slash" there wrists open becoz they cant handle life anymore its unfair waa waa waa shit they wonder y they get called a slut and skank and just about any kind of bad name, well when u 14-16 and ur fucking 3 different guys n a night that kinda explains it, i mean i went through that suicidal stage except i was standing n a tree that grew out the side of the clif about 1 - 2 min walk up the road from my houseand i was about to jump and then i heard 3 randoms screaming out at meand they grabed and pulled me out of that tree, 1 of them was a girl that use to live behind me and we grew up together and her 2 mates if it wasnt for them i wouldve fell and hit the rocks and diedhav my body washed out to see and never b found so dnt come up to me a cry about shit that is ur fault because when comes to suicide im only still alive by mistake

fuck it all

2006-02-19T22:28:00.000+13:00

well here an up date for those who care even though no1 reads this and i really doubt any1 cares just found out yesturday my 16 year old cuzin got pregnant to her fat hideious boyfriend and shes keeping it aswell god damn stupid child, and the piece of car i own the radiator hose spilt so its fuckedbut ive patched the fucker up with some tape and its ok but so cunt fucked with my tire and now i need to get that replaced aswell now so now i need a indicator/wing mirrow/radiator hose/new tire/wof/reg then i can sell this peice of shit car y is everything turning to shit FUCK....... still cant find a gf though so thats just more shit to add to my shity exsistence

the darkside of the dog

2006-02-15T23:00:00.000+13:00

what no1 has ever seen is my dark side beleave it or not i do have a ability to destroy things and to crush those who r most deserving, for who ever is reading this may be wondering y im talking about my dark streak, well im enlightening about it becoz once every few years i get really angry and if any guy pisses me off i end up going off at them and fighting instead of talking my way out and now its that time again my mate told my that her ex strangled her and that when he did it she was holding her baby and she droped him and the baby cracked his skull open and once i heard that it set me off and i think its the first time ive seen my viens nearly rip themselves out of my body, have u ever felt a rage where ur body starts shaking? well i do now im waiting for that mother fucker to get out of jail then im going to put my belaklava on and beat him with my staff (its a 1.5m long 10kg metal bar/pipe) and teach him what happens when u hurt my friends espeacially chicks so if i go to jail for murder u'll no y

y must hate follow me

2006-02-10T11:01:00.000+13:00

its been quite sometime since i did a meaningful pic i spose i just bottle and then unleash my hatred onto the unsusspecting world as my rage builds soon it will turn to hatred i guess im not allowed to stay calm forever so0... y fight it i have given up and now ill allow my rage to well up untill it engulfs me in its warming glow and for some1 as cold as me u miss that warmth and almost forget what it feels like but then again it will build up and turn into a raging inferno of raw hatred that will get taken out on2 anything that sets me off

the life of an outsider

2006-02-10T10:45:00.000+13:00

the life of an outsider, i'm used to looking in from the outside,it's like i was spose to be left outside in the rain, in the dark and miserable cold while every1 is inside together in the warth, so far my life has had no high point or low points it's just been a meaning less waste of time as if i'm in pergatory, i need a purpose in life i guess thats where my love of drawing cartoons came from because there always there, they dont judge or leave me out in the dark miserable cold deffended by the silence of nothingness, with drawing i can do ever i want, if i had the chance id live in my cartoon world and be a god among my creations and make sure none of them were cast aside as easily as i was for then u'll become the outsider, ul be the 1 in the dark, miserable, cold and in that world u mean nothing to every1, the only person i can and ever have relied on is myself, so to all of u who said i would'nt or couldnt do it im proving all you bastards wrong then ull be the 1s outside looking n at me making something out of my meanless existence

1 weird day

2006-02-07T22:51:00.000+13:00

ok so today i wake up and ive slept in and its the first day of course and im running around like some headless fucker, i get i get my shit together and gun it 2 auckland n my car coz obviously i miss the bus and i cant be late on the first day of my course end getting there just n time and beat all the traffic n shit and omg i got the best tutor this year ive got the best seat in class so i dont fuck around n class and ive been hanging out with so ppl from last year who are real cool (sam and logan) holy shit dnt get me started on how hot sam is but thats another story which i think i wont type up anyway back to my day and just like i dnt know today was just wicked
im fully excited about this year and what it has instore for me laydrz fuckers

a life i have lived

2006-02-06T22:59:00.000+13:00

for me ive had an average life most ppl have had many high lights n theres moments where they've growen and experienced new things like family camping or fishing or being encouraged in school work or after school sport or just encouraged in any kind of way besides to be exploited by there mother so u can make money for her my life i was never encouraged to do my school work or to get involved with after school activities basically coz my mothercouldnt afford it or she didnt want to spend the money on it she could never afford for me to do these things.... but she could always afford a bottle or 2 of wine a day so inside of being encouraged to do sports i was told to watch tv so ur probally thinking oh waa so what u never played sports soo what, well ill put it too u like this how many friday and saturday nights were u left home alone with nothing to keep u company except a tv from the age of 9 - 14 u might of had a few for me it was every single friday and saturday night i would be left home alone to "look after the castle" as my mother would say, and when she finally came home at 1 - 2 n the morning shit faced its not something u shouldnt see every single weekend when ur a child and because of that now i have a "phoebia" of being left alone anywhere, its gotten to the point now when im completely alone i hear and see things sound fucked up? well it should espeacially bad for some1 with such a strong and vivid imagination as myself, anyway back to the point my life cosisted of me watching tv and playing with my toys on my own and looking after my pill poping alcoholic mother who also has a heart condition by this point ur probally wondering where does the exploitatioin come into thhe picture well when i was 15-16 my mother got me to join an acting agency and once i didnt have enough success with that she left me alone again which is good the 2 things ive done my life which she shows no interrest in at all would be my drawings and my skating every1 i know or skate with the parents show some form of involvment in there skating the only thing mum gets nvolved n now is a bottle of wine so basically once i realised my mother stopped caring or that she didnt care at all i stopped caring for her infact now i can honestly say im ashamed of her shes an embarrasment to me and the rest of my familly well not that theyre any better lets see my uncles a heroin addict brother is a pill poping stoner other uncle is fucked n the head and my aunties retarded. the most favourite part of my life had to be college (sarcasim) basically because i was as much of an outsider there as i have been everywhere else ive been n my life but then ppl would always ask me for advice or to help or to run there life in some kind of way and that went on for 3 years and after 3 years of running ppls lives and not being asked if i had any problems i had enough of running there lives so i left school and vanished and lost contact with all of my school "friends" which showed me the true colours of ppl dnt trust any1 coz they'll turn there back on u because its easier to do that then to look out for your friend the nicest thing ive heard n my life was from a friend of mine and she said the best thing about me is that im strong for ppl but the truth is ive been doing it for so long i do it without thinking anymore well i dont know what to do now i wonder if this year will b the same as last year will i be an outsider or will i b excepted for a change? dnt get me wrong about what i said about my mother she has loved me and has taken care of me and what not but yeah, we'll see

life is about loss

2006-02-04T02:14:00.000+13:00

when i was 6 months old my father left me, by the age of 8 i had lived n 9 houses gone to 2 day care centers and 3 primary schools and it was when i turned 9 i became trapped in a rechtred place called whangaparaoa becoming surrounded by ignorant white trash dipshits and now im 19 on the verge of turning 20 all i want in life at the moment is too have a nice gf good friends to draw, skate, board and to party and basical be happy but instead all my gfs seem to be fucked n the head n someway and try and use me for something all my "mates" and 2 faced lying lil pricks that talk shit about me behind my back, i do all the other stuff except the happy part i need to a. leave the coast and move closer to town or b. leave this fucking country because basically its broken my spirit and i just dont care about anything anymore

an end to an era

2006-02-04T02:06:00.000+13:00

well i found out a couple days ago that my mum and step dad have split yet again and this time its permanent mumzy told jeff (step dad aka dad) to "fuck off" after being together for 12 years n which i just found out tonight that he use to always put my mum down because of her weight issues and shes had enough i mean after all the years of putting up with these 2 fuck heads im to sinical to give a shit about them spliting up but then mum told me that for the past 3 - 4 years shes just been so unhappy that she just got use to he sarcastic cunt remarks and that made me sad because i dont like my mum to be sad so she ended u pmeeting with a ex bf of hers tonight and when i say ex i mean she was 15 when she went out with him and she said he was soo nice to her and n the 4 hours she was with him that was the happiest shes been n 4 years it makes u think about just how double sided ppl can be aye ohwell thats the end to this topic

Dreams that wont die

2006-02-04T01:54:00.000+13:00

i wonder y i write how i feel i mean like i never tell people how i feel what my dreams are people know very little about the workings in the mind of the dawg so ill let u n on 1 of my dreams and this particullar dreams is to be lead singer of a band, i reacon the most sir real feeling would be to share your passion and emotions n a form where people hear it and can relate to it in a way that they feel a type of inner peace and then feel that much love and admiration for bringing that moment of joy, like for me singing like expressing your raw feelings through writing and then compossing it n2 a song that "fans" would love and to have the "fans" at the end of a concert chanting your name would be the greatest thing possible, and if ur wondering yes i do brake up alot of my sentences with the word "like" alot when im thinking and no im not drunk or wasted in any form

damn

2006-01-30T16:39:00.000+13:00

well lifes quite shit at the moment ive snapped 3 boards this month (im a skater for those whos reading this) im on the verge of going back to animation school :( im going to miss do nothing i like doing nothing im quite lazy, so i think ill be getting really drunk and go to course with alcohol poisoning i think itll be most humorous, hmm what other mindless dribble can i bore u with hmmm ummm oh yeah go snow boarding at snow planet its fucking mean well im bored now bye bye